Category Archives: backlog

Well

The writing project got done, the writing group did a preliminary review. And those changes got made.

I sent the book off to others, as necessary.

What else is going on? DH has nuked the kitchen. We had the world’s worst peninsula, 3′ x 10′, just WAY too big.

That’s gone. The old dish drawer is gone. The old washing machine is gone. The kitchen, the biggest room of this house is a complete disaster.

When everything is replaced we’ll have a working dishwasher again, a smaller island, more functional cabinets and more sane traffic flow from the kitchen to dining room and out. It will be wonderful!

But right now? Now it’s a mess disaster!

The fellow is scheduled to come and get the marble table Tuesday. I should put him off, but I really hate to, as it has taken me months to get where he could do it at all. I have a business meeting tomorrow, but aside from that, and the holy terror the kitchen is, I jut might be able to get to the table enough to do what needs doing. Maybe. Marble table was removed over the weekend.

I have a work thing to do before the meeting. Bought instant food for dinner, but it’s microwave food and the micro is NOT on the counter, because nothing is on the counter.

Sigh. We’ll figure it out!

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Stress Fest

So, the “I’ve won” post? Well, it triggered me, of course. I’ve been waking up in the middle of the night, full panic attacks: heart pounding, palms sweating, shaking, the whole bit, every night since.  The trauma had to work itself out somewhere, ‘eh?

So, the only thing I know to fight this is well, there’s 2 things:

  1.  Stop doing whatever it is which is making me stressed.
  2. Go to sleep so late that I literally sleep through this. Works when it isn’t a full blown panic attack like these have been, and works sometimes with them.

So, I’ve been binge reading, playing games online, watching youtube, because any or all of those will keep me up/engaged way past being simply “tired” till I get to exhausted. Exhausted is the only way I can sleep through a full panic attack. Or, if I don’t sleep through it, I’ll wake up, roll over and go back to sleep.

Otherwise? All that adrenaline dumped into my system causes me to be instantly awake, really awake. When this first started, I woke up full-blown attack, ONE HOUR after I’d gone to sleep.

Several hours later, when I finally went to sleep again, I was so tired I slept through the night.

The first option, stopping what I was doing that caused the panic? Well that’s dishes, laundry, making the bed, and cleaning the bathroom counter. I haven’t entirely stopped, but I slowed down. The dishes aren’t all done now when I go to bed. The laundry isn’t all downstairs either in the washer or dryer, etc. I stopped being on top of it — I’ve let it slide, but I haven’t quit entirely — that’s the best I can do right now.

And that’s good enough — it has to be good enough because it’s all I can do.

Don’t know what I’m referring to? Here.

 

Friday 1/12/18 List

Yes, it’s Sunday. Yes, I’m behind.

Yes. I have a cold — if your well-being depends upon my doing everything on time, you’re doomed to disappointment. Sorry!

  1. File clippings in the house journals.3:30 p.m.
  2. Oil the sharpening stones. (backlog) Monday 4:00 p.m.
  3. Yank everything out of one drawer, clean and reorganize!Tues. a.m.
  4. Wash & put away the towels. Started 2:10 p.m. Finished Sunday night, sometime.
  5. Wash the egg bin. 2:40 p.m.

 

In Case You Haven’t Noticed

Rather than put up lists and get behind, I’m NOT putting up a new “to do” list until the old list is complete.

No backlog.

I have 2 items outstanding on Thursday’s list:

  • Clean the inside of a closet. Sat. 8:00 a.m., bathroom closet
  • Go through a new box. Sat 11:15 a.m.

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New Monday List!

Okay, this is a restart of my 6-5 list idea. This is the six things on Mon and 5 each Tues – Fri, and catch up on the weekends notion.

Also I will redo the larger, long-term “to do” list sometime this week.

This will make THREE chore lists! The backlogged 6-5 lists, the current 6-5 lists, and the long-term list. Either I’ll just get overwhelmed and quit, again, or I’ll get it done.

What’s really likely is that I’ll get some of it done, for a while, then get overwhelmed and quit. That’s my pattern problem. Somehow, being organized about getting things done eventually leans on the PTSD and I panic and stop. Since many folk seem to get overwhelmed  I guess I don’t feel so bad about not being able to stick to it.

This blog has been a many-year long set of experiments to get me to be able to set a goal then get to it, ‘eh? A tidy house doesn’t seem to make most people panic like it does me, it makes them feel good. It makes me feel good too, but if I do it too consistently? I panic.

The problem has always been the panic. It took me until I was in my mid-50s to be well enough otherwise (not hurting/running scared) to be able to see that what happens to me in a tidy house is panic, and that because of that, it is instantly overwhelming. Telling me “ignore it,” [I can’t tell you how many people have said that to me!] is really useless. Telling myself that is equally useless.

The only real answer has been to find ways to turn tidying into habit, so that I don’t think about it, I just do it. Fine. Except that the process of doing that causes me to panic too — and the rat wheel goes around — again.

So. Here I am, again. With another shot at it, again.

Monday’s 6:

  1. File something. 5:11 p.m.
  2. Clean the front of the kitchen cabinet that hasn’t been cleaned the longest (I put stickies in the drawers/cabinets that tell me when I cleaned them last.) 6:30 p.m.
  3. Clean the cat food bin. 10:28 p.m.
  4. Straighten an underwear drawer. 10:20 p.m.
  5. (fill in). Bathroom floor & counter clean up. 1:40 p.m.
  6. Get the planner started.

Backlogged Backlog!

Here’s what remains of the old lists. These are going to be used as “fill ins” when appropriate, or if I just get them done, they’ll be noted.

My plan is to start anew, Monday 1/8, and see if I can’t get this idea to work the way it is supposed to, that is, NOT have lingering chores, for months. The malingering list indicates to me that the tasks were too intensive, too time consuming, or ?. As I’ve said before, the idea is that the tasks are short, simple things to do, not involved or complex.

Here’s the outstanding backlog. If I eliminate a task, I’ll note why or if I complete it, I’ll do the usual line-through and date.

  • Send the family pics, etc. to the cousin and school who want them.
  • Cull the veggie seeds and Done sometime in 12/2017. figure out what to order.
  • Make the first patterns for the chair reupolstery effort.
  • Work on the back storage.
  • Oil the sharpening stones. Done, date unknown 2/2018.
  • Put up the new pantry labels.
  • Design the pattern for the hearth rug. Has been designed and redesigned, and redesigned, several times. May still be changed, yet again. 2/2018
  • Measure some area for the “house book.”  Done some time in Dec. We measured how big the backsplash was because we thought we were going to buy a new one. (We didn’t.) We also measured the bathroom vanity because we were going to buy a new one of those (We did.)
  • Research the newspaper job idea.
  • Get the floor waxer into the attic.
  • Data entry on the accounting or food planning idea.
  • Work on the new food inventory/planning idea.
  • Swim, at least once and pick up your swim ticket.
  • Eliminate more duplicates. I do this all the time. I have a box of dupe books going to a friend at some point already made up.
  • Get the junk OUT of at least one defined place.
  • Open the Christmas trunk, see if you want to keep it all?  Done sometime before Christmas.
  • (fill in) Get the accounting up to date, so you haven’t got a panic for the taxes! (MONTH: 1, 2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10,11,12)
  • Get some of the cleaned laundry hung up which isn’t. I’ve been doing this almost daily for a while now.
  • Do a short inventory of the meat in the big freezer. (Probably something like 1 chicken, 3 lbs ground round, and 1 other package of mixed chicken parts. . . but I don’t know exactly!) As of right now, 1/12/18, there are exactly 1 package of meat in the freezer, a package of pork chops. I don’t need a list! 1/12/18
  • Get the rice in one place, instead of 2-3, as it is now.
  • Clean, wax, organize the snow scoop, shovels, etc.Not sure when this got done, but it is. Christmas 2017
  • Use the commercial napkins for their intended craft, or get rid of them! Pulled from the 2 places where they were stored. Still have to be bundled up for resale or donation 2/27.
  • Get the odd pieces of insulation into the basement.
  • Check the water heater’s filter, does it need to be cleaned? DH did this sometime in Dec., not sure when?
  • Sand some of the marks from the floor, at the edges.
  • Update linked in.
  • Work on the house binder.
  • Clean out the small ice box.
  • (fill in)Put laundry away.
  • Eat the last watermelon.
  • Clean the couch.
  • Get the coffee ad framed.
  • Clean part of the upstairs that hasn’t been touched in some time. Bathroom closet: demoed, patched, primed, painted…. 1-2/2018
  • Put away the canning supplies if not in use.
  • Put up the 3 missing hurricane clips
  • Clean the office chairs.
  • Find a place to put away the dehydrator racks and do so when appropriate.
  • Recaulk the bathroom as needed. closet/niche done 1-2/2018.
  • Figure out a new way/place to store the yarn and put it away. Should go in the drawers in my office where the tshirts, pieces of jeans, and the commercial napkins were stored. The tshirts are being used, the jeans and napkins sold or donated. 2/27/2018
  • Find a new home for the cat towel basket. (Old towels used for car washing, spill clean up, whatever!)

    Chores on hold or in process, for whatever reason

Make up/try the Naval Academy brass polish. Down to one container 12/7/17, when that is low/out, I will make up the Naval Academy polish, if I can find the recipe again!

Wash the net curtains. First pair pulled from over the dry stores 4:30. Washed Tues. 10/24 a.m. One pair to go. Two pairs to go.

Cull books from one “holding pattern” bookcases. Either they’re out or they stay!, in process Thurs. a.m. (I did the 1st shelf.)

Put family photos in the album. Can’t be done. Photos located, album missing!

Clean off DH’s desk. This is going to be delayed until he and I catch up. I pulled everything from the top drawer on his side of the dresser, we’re still going through all of that.

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Chore List: Reboot!

Right now, I don’t have an updated version of the backlog. I’ll get that and paste it in, after I create this. My new plan is to come up with all the things I want to do on Monday (Yes, I’m late. Tell my boss! Oh — wait — that’s me. . .) Having not done that on Monday, here’s this week’s list:

  1. Work on the attic. Thurs. 12/7 4 p.m.
  2. Clear the fridge. Done Tues.
  3. Send the family pics, etc. to the cousin and school 2/27 who want them.
  4. Cull the veggie seeds and figure out what to order  for next year. (date unknown)
  5. Make the first patterns for the chair reupolstery effort.
  6. (fill in) Deal with the loose Christmas stuff in the living room.Weds. 1 p.m.
  7. Work on the back storage.
  8. Make granola Tues.1 p.m.
  9. Oil the sharpening stones. I know I did this, no idea what date. 2/10/18
  10. Figure out the “decoration” for this year’s Christmas Bread. Some time last week of Nov. although they haven’t been put together, yet.
  11. Put up the new pantry labels. Label file made, but can’t be printed. Waiting on piece which is supposed to arrive today. . . Fri. 12/8, Printed. Need to make some adjustments. Tomorrow! (12/9)
  12. (fill in) Clean off the old computer, as something needs to be put on top of it. (added Tues. 12/5 1 p.m.) 12/8
  13. Clean your car. Was done Mon.12/11, car went to the shop Tues. for snow tires.
  14. Design the pattern for the hearth rug.
  15. Measure some area for the “house book.”
  16. Research the newspaper job idea.
  17. Get the floor waxer into the attic.
  18. Data entry on the accounting or food planning idea.
  19. Work on the new food inventory/planning idea.
  20. Swim, at least once and pick up your swim ticket.
  21. (fill in)Cull napkin collection so that it fits the storage! Thurs. 12/7 3:30p.m.
  22. Eliminate more duplicates.
  23. Get the junk OUT of at least one defined place.
  24. Open the Christmas trunk, see if you want to keep it all? I did this 12/2017, don’t know the date.
  25. Take more to the booth, as most of the high-end pieces have sold. Sat. 12/9
  26. (fill in) Get the accounting up to date, so you haven’t got a panic for the taxes! (MONTH: 1, 2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10,11,12)

Backlog:

  • Get some of the cleaned laundry hung up which isn’t.
  • Do a short inventory of the meat in the big freezer. (Probably something like 1 chicken, 3 lbs ground round, and 1 other package of mixed chicken parts. . . but I don’t know exactly!)
  • Get the rice in one place, instead of 2-3, as it is now.
  • Clean, wax, organize the snow scoop, shovels, etc.Not sure when this got done, but it is. Christmas 2017
  • Use the commercial napkins for their intended craft, or get rid of them! Pulled from the 2 places where they were stored.
  • Get the odd pieces of insulation into the basement.
  • Check the water heater’s filter, does it need to be cleaned?
  • Sand some of the marks from the floor, at the edges.
  • Get the island/kitchen side cleared.Mon. 12/4
  • Update linked in.
  • Work on the house binder.  Done in Jan. 2018
  • Clean out the small ice box.
  • (fill in)Put laundry away.
  • Dust the electronics in the office. Weds. evening.
  • Eat the last watermelon.
  • Get the salt & sand next to the front door. Not sure when this got done, but it is. Christmas 2017
  • Clean the couch.
  • Get the coffee ad framed.
  • Clean part of the upstairs that hasn’t been touched in some time. Bath closet, demo’ed, spackled as required, primed, and painted! 1-2/2018
  • Put away the canning supplies if not in use.
  • Put up the 3 missing hurricane clips
  • Put the grill away. Can’t be done; it’s frozen in a snow bank, what I was trying to avoid, alas!
  • Get the supplies for the knitted pillow all in one place so you can finish it! Done sometime early Dec. forgot to note it!
  • Clean the office chairs.
  • Find a place to put away the dehydrator racks and do so when appropriate.
  • Recaulk the bathroom as needed.
  • Figure out a new way/place to store the yarn and put it away.
  • Look at the stored snow tires. Need new ones? In the budget?12/11
  • Find a new home for the cat towel basket. (Old towels used for car washing, spill clean up, whatever!)

    Chores on hold or in process, for whatever reason

Make up/try the Naval Academy brass polish. Deferred because I have THREE containers of general metal polish. I want to use up at least one of those before I make up more. I sure don’t need 4!!! Down to one container 12/7/17, when that is low/out, I will make up the Naval Academy polish, if I can find the recipe again!

Go thru the record collection, cull. First part done. Moving to in-process 10/27, 2nd piece done 11/2, 3rd 11/21, forgot to note it! Completed 12/24/17!

Wash the net curtains. First pair pulled from over the dry stores 4:30. Washed Tues. 10/24 a.m. One pair to go. Two pairs to go.

Cull books from one “holding pattern” bookcases. Either they’re out or they stay!, in process Thurs. a.m. (I did the 1st shelf.)

Put family photos in the album. Can’t be done. Photos located, album missing!

Clean off DH’s desk. This is going to be delayed until he and I catch up. I pulled everything from the top drawer on his side of the dresser, we’re still going through all of that.

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